I like...

Anthony and I during his "going-away" party..

For some reason I really like this picture.. I don't know why.. I actually thought we look good together.. LOL

I met Anthony 5 months ago at Chris' birthday party.. I was actually smitten by his cute eyes, but I didn't tell anyone about it, i kept it to myself.. heehee.. The second time Anthony and I hanged out, he asked for my number, we started text-ing and then one time we were texting he asked me on a date, I was surprised 'cause he asked me out. LOL so I said yea blah blah and the rest is history....

I was in denial about my feelings for him cause I don't want to fall for him, the fact that he's flying to the states, will make it more complicated, I didn't tell anyone that time, not even to Kat and Chris, I know them too well if they knew then they would tease me, they would prolly  keep trying to hook us up. :)) then I would fall for him, and I don't want that, it would be hard for me, I'm just scared. haha.. LABO!!!!!

September 4. that's the day that Anthony left, I cried yeah, cause the fact that I kept my feelings for him and he has no idea about it that time.I wanted to tell him not to go but yeah he had to..I cried like a baby when he texted me to take care and all, I felt so depressed knowing that it would be years that we're not gonna see each other.So after days of contemplating, I finally had the guts to tell him and our friends about my feelings.

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It was nice telling everyone what you really feel.. it feels so damn good,, :)


xx