I'm feeling under the weather this past few days. *sigh* I don't know why I feel shit lately. (oops sorry Ms A. that's what I'm feeling right now) I just want to go somewhere I can f*ckin' scream my lungs out. This is so NOT MY WEEK!!!! ugghh gaaaaahh.. I really don't know why I'm feeling like this. PMS-ing maybe? ughh gaahh sometimes I just wish boys would experience this PMS-ing shizniz instead of us girls.. the heck.. oh well I just wish this shit feeling will end NOW as in NOW NA!!!! I think I'm abnormal gahhhhh..
AND I HOPE KAT WILL TALK TO US. She got disappointed about us not being able to be there on her boitday celebration.. I really hate myself for not being there, I tried to talk to her but it seems like she doesn't want to talk to us. I know she has every right to be mad at us, but I wish that she will realize ASAP that we didn't do it on purpose, I mean I had a problem here with my mom that night. gosh I'm really tired of explaining.. I mean I've done my part I've already apologized..MANY times now... I mean If she continues to be like that... I DON'T KNOW ... gaaaaahhh I've swallowed my pride actually..I mean if you're really a true friend you would understand..what are you saying Judy? the hell. I mean I'm not mad. I don't know..I mean I just don't want to look stupid trying my best to talk to her. It's really awkward right now.. our situation.. maybe ...God is testing our friendship..hmm I'm trying to look on the brighter side here.. thinking POSITIVE!GOOD VIBES I JUST WANT EVERYHING TO BE A-OKAY.!!
It's okay. It will be okay. I think you all need a respite from one another. Give it time. Don't worry too much. Before you know it, you're friends again. Maybe this will give you a chance to know other people...get close to other people. So many possibilities. Isn't life exciting?
ReplyDeleteI agree Ms.A lol.. life is really exciting.. :) haha.. anyway Kat and I are A-OK.. yey.. we gave her a "sorry" cake.. and she cried.. we actually cried..
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